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Direction

September 3, 2023 at 2:29 am

It’s been three days since I’ve started streaming and boy has it been eventful.

On the first day of streaming I couldn’t even find the courage to go face the audience of 0 viewers. So I didn’t even go online, essentially. Neither could I find it in me to message other streamers to collab or come do an interview with me about their streaming, which I thought I’d be doing. Anyway, I went to sleep instead.

On the second day I went online just fine, but after three hours of telling stories about myself to a silent audience, I was just drained, and so, feeling discouraged, I stopped after just those three hours of streaming. And I went to sleep instead.

On the third day, I streamed not on schedule, but I streamed for almost 12 hours, without any sound or commentary. And it was fine. I finally found the motivation for the game I was playing, which was a problem before. And at one point I even had 5 consecutive viewers, which is half of my goal, so it was nice.

And today, as day four is about to begin, I even messaged Athletic Greens about sponsoring me! :D I know, it’s too early to be thinking about any sponsorships, but hey, I really want their product and I don’t think I can afford it the regular way. So, sponsorship!

Anyway, with each new day, I am getting more confident and more direction-full, if that’s even a word. I am liking it! :)

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