Looking for friends

So, you know that I want to try my hand at streaming games, right? I want to give it my all. But there is a problem. I have anxiety. Stage fright. I am afraid to go on stream alone, to the audience of zero viewers.

My best friend Garvel can only be with me on stream for a couple hours each day. But what do I do the rest of the stream, when he isn't there? When nobody is there. Who do I talk to? Who do I confide in?

I need friends!

I need enough friends to be with me for 12 hours of stream every day. Not an easy feat. But maybe it will be more fun that way. Think about it. Life is pushing me to reach out to people, to make real connections, to build a support group.

All my life I avoided people, I specifically chose my own company, not wishing to burden people with my person. Declined numerous invitations to hang out. Now all I have is my best mate Garvel and he lives too far away for us to see each other anymore. There's nobody else.

Time to change that!

From now on I will go on stream looking for new friends. And I keep looking for new friends until I have an abundance of them! God, let this be fun! :)