Hello World!

Welcome to this weird experimental journey into finding purpose, fighting depression and gaining sustenance.

You will see me trying and failing to be a streamer. Failing because I am un-charismatic, un-entertaining, un-articulate. I have low-tier equipment, a half-broken laptop, mediocre video making skills. On top of that, I have a persistent mental illness that makes everything in life difficult. And yet… and yet… I will put my lot with streaming video games.

As my username stands, I will treat streaming as me being a part of a monastic order. I will get up early, stream religiously for twelve hours every day, and I will fast while streaming. As is in my nature, I will play video games obsessively. Hopefully, it will prove entertaining for others.

My life is already monastic is many ways. Me playing video games for others to see will be a natural extension of it.

My hope is that despite all my shortcomings, I will find success, however small; garner a supportive community that will see me through thick and thin. Together we can do this, you and I. So come join me on this journey of ours! :)